(I wrote this when I first started taking Ambien to help with my lifelong inability to fall asleep in a timely and restful manner, it most definitely changed my life for the better and if you have problems falling asleep go get medication. Sleep is one of the most important things in your life to finding happiness, productivity, and is itself one of life's great pleasures. That being said, taking a new drug, even one that is considered kind of 'meh' as far as side effects are concerned I was caught in between a pill helping me want to go to sleep and my natural mindset which vastly prefers sleeping from 4am to noon. So things got surreal.)
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You want an
experience? Take sleeping pills as
prescribed.
I doubt
that this is what stoners think of as "High". If I had to describe the loopy and sticky
world my mind takes affection to manipulating that I would call it
"In". Not "High". Just "In".
Your dreams
start to appear in flashes around you but the real issue is that your keyboard
buttons start to feel like soap, then like scrabble tiles without the charm of
once being living wood.
Vision goes
too. Images goo together then the halos
of light that everyone seems the see and doesn't see fit to mention. Like each person is half of Jacob's Ladder
that needs someone to share the coiling (sometimes almost fiery) electrical field
that appears between them. An energy
unknown, unseen, and undiscussed.
When you
take sleep medication you are outside your mind, but starting to dream... Just
know that when you do decide to go back in, be careful of what follows you back
in, those things will follow you the rest of the night.
Things with
painted faces that speak in clicks.
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